Saturday, September 24, 2011

Needing Direction

     Well...I am without many words today.  I had hoped to spend some time with my thoughts.  I feel as if I am stumbling around in the dark this morning.  I really dislike that feeling.  I know God is in control of all things, but sometimes it is hard for me to just submit.  I like having a to-do list.  I enjoy the sense of accomplishment when it is complete.  Although I know there are a million things I need to do today, somewhere in the recesses of my mind and heart it is being revealed to me that they are not important.  My focus needs to change directions.
     I am seeking God and yet as I read His Word this morning...what He wants from me still eludes me.  The following scriptures stood out to me this morning:
                                                      2 Corinthians 9:8 and 10:15
I realize this speaks of ministry, in particular-Paul's, and compels me to look at my own areas of ministry.  That is where my struggle to follow the path of God's leading intensifies.  I am currently in two areas of ministry, but cannot fully devote to either one.  By focusing on one, I neglect the other.  Both are important.  Lord, lead me in this, because I do not want to choose one over the other.  That is my prayer today.

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